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[27 Aug 2007|09:25am]
Happy Birthday Rachel  <3

I wish I could be there with you to celebrate We're always with each other in our hearts =D (Although I still do wish I could be there)

Love you and have a wonderful day!!!!!!
1 You Decide Who Am I?

=D [11 Feb 2007|05:31pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | My Love- Justin Timberlakeeee ]

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[31 Jan 2007|08:37am]
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday Dear Aarthi
Happy Birthay to You!!!!

I looooooooove you and I hope you have the best birthday ever =D
1 You Decide Who Am I?

[26 Dec 2006|12:01am]

Dear Hannah,

Happy Birthday!

I love you will all of my heart and I hope you have a wonderfullllll day =D


Love Always,
Amy

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Super-Quick Update!!! [10 Sep 2006|02:04pm]
I love college. I really do. Here are some random things about it:

~ Everytime the bathroom door opens it makes this really weird noise that all my friends and I have agreed sounds like a fart. It's disgusting, but funny at the same time. Like, the first time I was in there and it happened I assumed the girl in the stall next to me really had to go or something...but no, it's just the door =P

~ I get up at seven every weekday because I meet Caitlin at 8:15 for breakfast and then class at 9. So I go and shower each morning bright and early. And every single day in the shower I am standing there and see this hand reach down into my stall and grab the yucky mess of hair from the drain. "Don't worry, it's just the custodian," comes the burly female voice that scares me every single time and makes me thinkkk....oh god, if she's bending low enough to pick up the hair...she could easilyyy see me! Ahhh!

~ I walked around Worcester a bit yesterday with Caitlin. It was a little bit scary and she was freaking out, but I told her we have to get used to it. 

~ The church nearby plays music every hour and I'm getting so used to beautiful sounds of "Amazing Grace" every night at six =D I feel like it's going to be so weird going back home and not hearing lovely chimes and organs.

~ There are so many beautiful guys here, it's insane. I just sit in the cafeteria and look around and go, "wow, this is definitely not like high school" =P

~ Speaking of guys, I've made quite a few guy friends/acquaintences. One guy messaged me when he added me as a friend and said, "Hey, so, were you like at the front table at kareoke night and then at the countertop closest to the exit at dinner tonight, because if so HEY I KNOW YOU (and if not you can still accept the invite or whatever but it'd be less personal)."  haha, yeah, so it was quite stalker-ish, but he seems really nice (a little socially inept), so I'm not holding it against him. But yeah, I ate dinner with this awesome guy named Eugene last night. He's from Moldova and he's just about the coolest guy I've ever met. Although I'm slightly perplexed...his facebook used to say he was interested in males, and now it says females...so I'm like, huh? Also, I have a friend named Chaa (Chatura) from Sri Lanka and we were going to go to the 90s dance last night, but we go there and only 10 people were there and none were dancing, haha. Caitlin and I also met this Ian guy who is extremelyyy shy and a transfer student. We went up to his room last night to ask him if he wanted to play BINGO with us, and we saw him in the hall. He's like, "What are you guys doing here?" and we were like, "We came to see you!" and he's like, "...Seriously???" hahaha, it was so cute. He said he couldn't go because he had a cold, though I think he's just really shy (but nice). Oh, and then there is Cameron who is quite possibly the most unique person I've ever met in my life. He is so freaking...intellectual and unapproachable and just plain odd. He's gorgeous, but I feel he spends ten times longer getting ready in the morning than I do. He sometimes will sit with me at lunch or talk to me but I always feel so...dumb around him. Seriously, he has this aura of being a genius and he's just...odd. I wish I had a picture of him to show you guys, but he doesn't have a facebook.

~ Emily went to her sister's for the weekend because she was really homesick, and Chelsea went to her boyfriend's college (though she's back now), so it was just Caitlin and I (we're not really friends with Rachel K. anymore..it's a long story and meh). I slept over in Caitlin's room on Friday because her roommate is never there (she has an apartment with her boyfriend like...40  miles away). So yeah, her parents pay room and board, a meal plan, all this money and she hasn't slept in the room once. Wow.


~ Next weekend is parent weekend and so my family is coming up! To be completely honest, I'm not even that excited/am not homesick at all. I know that probably sounds like the bitchiest thing in the world, but I was just SO excited to get away from home that I'm not really focusing on how much I miss it. I do, but I just don't think about it. And I know that I had to get away for my sanity. It will be nice to see my mom though, because I love her sooo much!

~ *sigh* I'm procrasting and I've got a lot to do, so I suppose I'll go work. I adore you all and I miss you all a ton! I'm coming home for Colombus Day, so if any of you will be in Corning, just let me knowww! =D
Who Am I?

[28 Aug 2006|11:22pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Truly Madly Deeply ]


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[28 Aug 2006|08:02am]
HAP HAP HAPPYYYY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA LEE STILES =D 

I hope it's the best birthday everrr!
1 You Decide Who Am I?

[27 Aug 2006|01:54am]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL NICOLE SCHOONOVER!!!! I <3333 YOU SO MUCH AND I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVERRRR!!!!

=D

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So Sam pretty much makes my life complete... [15 Aug 2006|12:11am]
[ mood | amused ]

AQuietCacophony: wow
AQuietCacophony: it's midnight
AQuietCacophony: and i'm eating a slice of people

.....tons of laughter....

AQuietCacophony: oh my god
AQuietCacophony: i so didn't realize i typed that ...

....tons more laughter...

AQuietCacophony: i think i was thinking that it's midnight and i'm still talking to people
AQuietCacophony: and eating pizza
AQuietCacophony: err i don't know
Amoureux 321: haha, don't try to explain it
AQuietCacophony: i know, it's futile :-P
Amoureux 321: i know you've got a body stashed away in your basement that you eat when the mood strikes
Amoureux 321: i know your cannibalistic tendencies
AQuietCacophony: hahahahaha
AQuietCacophony: :-P
AQuietCacophony: i still can't believe i said that :-P
AQuietCacophony: haha


hahaha, we're amazing. I'm going to miss her so much because I spend more time with her than anyone these days.

And yes, I realize I never update. I actually have a lot to say, I just never feel like blabbing on about it.

So I'll just put things down in bullet fashion- well, asterick, but who cares =P...


* Got a laptop =D
* Been hanging out with tons of people =D
* In a summer fling thingy with a cute guy from St. Petersburg(he lives in Corning during the summer because his dad works here). His name is Arseniy, and he's adorable and sweet and it's a nice way to spend my summer =D
* Rekindled my friendship with Aarthi =D 
* Seen a ton of movies =D
* Not spending enough time with my family =(
* Loving the summer so much I don't want it to end yet =/
* Living day to day so I don't get sad at how fast time is flying by =l =/


Yeah, that's basically it. I just saved you all a tonnnn of reading because normally I would make each of those things a big huge paragraph...but I got my general point across. I'm sure there's more, but it's late and I'm tired and hungry...

But I don't think I'm hungry enought to become a cannibal like Samantha =P

haha

Much Love to all!


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Yay =D <3 [17 Jul 2006|10:49pm]
So I've been e-mailing two of my roommates (none of us could get ahold of our Bulgarian roommate yet) and they are incredibly sweet from what I can tell. I am so excited because we all are going to major in pyschology and Lindsay is probably going to do a double-major in psychology and international development and social change just like me!!!!!! 

Here are some pictures of what my quad is like!!!



And my Graduation Party!!!!!! All of you are invited and I'd love it if you come. I don't have all of your addresses/don't want to spend 80 dollars on stamps, so if you're reading this then feel free to come!!!

Partyyyy! )

I spent the last three days with Sam and I love her. Yesterday her and Rach both spent the night after we watched "You, Me, and Dupree" and had ice cream at Denny's. We bought Jone's Soda from Wegman's (yayyyy!) and other food that we snuck into the theater. Rachel, characteristically, brought in grapes =P I love her! Then Rach and Sam proceeded to spray me with the silly string my mom got me on my birthday. It was gross and smelled disgusting, but I forgave them by morning and made us all omelettes.

I hope everyone is staying cool...it's waaay too hot out. On days like today I just want to stay in my air-conditioned room all day....and I basically do =P Oh well.

Much love to everyone! <3
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[15 Jul 2006|03:48am]

Yay!!!

I'm so excited because I got my roommate assignment and I am in a Quad!!!! One of my roommates is from Bulgaria, and her name is Simona. One of my other roommates is from Maine and her name is Lindsay. My last roommate is from Mass. and her name is Emily. My quad is only one of two in the entire residence hall and I have no idea how I was picked for one but I'm so excited! Even if I don't like one of them...or two of them...I have THREE ROOMMATES! And my room is right next to the bathroom. Sure, there will be some downsides to it...but I definitely think I'm going to end up loving it. Oh, and I love the hall I'm in because it's right across from the library and the gym!!!

Anyway, it's almost four am and I should get some sleep. I'm at Sam's and tomorrow is a crazy busy day consisting of grad parties, lunch with David (who got back safely from Israel...I called his mom the other day practically in tears because I was so afraid he was going to get hurt. He left JUST before Israel started gettting bombed though, and so he called me today and we talked. He's leaving on Sunday for camp and won't be back until August 5th! He travels too much =P). Anyway, I must get sleep.

<3,
Amy

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[29 Jun 2006|11:03pm]
Canada in the morning with two of my favorite people (Rachel and Sam...duh!) in the entire world. I'm thrilled!!!!

Yesterday Rach, Jerry, Sam, and I went up to Victor to go to Jenn's graduation party. It was fun and I love seeing Jenn. Her mom is my favorite mom in the world and Jenn is just one of the greatest people ever. Nonetheless, us "Corning-ers" felt like outsiders and didn't feel like mingling too much with the tons of people we didn't know (although her boyfriend, Ralph, is really, really nice). The ride up and back was a ton of fun....well, the ride back was pretty foggy in places and I drive back roads so I was scared of hitting deer, but it was still fun. 

I read all day today with the exception of going to "Superman Returns". The perk of being the sister of the biggest comic book fan in the world is that you can opt to go all these superhero movies for "something to do" when deep inside you really want to go. Such was the case with this movie (just like the Spiderman and X-Men movies). It was very good, Brandon Routh or whatever was very handsome, and I enjoyed it a lot for being extremely long. I can't even imagine how awesome it would in I-Max.


My graduation party is going to be July 29th, from 1-5 at the park near Healthworks. I'll definitely post more info and send out some invites, but I'm not spending tons and tons of money on stamps....so if you're reading this you're invited, but you might get something in the mail as well. haha

I love you all and have a good weekend!
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TODAY! that's so crazyyyy-fo-schazy [23 Jun 2006|12:41am]
To anyone who has ever been heartbroken:

It was so much easier
Getting over you
Than I ever thought it would be
I thought I’d be
Crying over you
Dying over you
Even now, months and months later
But you know, I can’t even
Think of you like that no more
Like the guy I used to love
The guy I used to adore
Because I’ve changed
You’ve changed
And I’ve learned a thing or two
Oh, and here’s my breakup remedy:
 
One single shot of
Loneliness
A sprinkle of
Regret
A couple silent
Teardrops
The remedy isn’t ready
Yet
 
Drown your sorrows
With some laughter
Share some sun
With your friends
Lose the dream of
Happily ever after
Discover all things
Have an end
 
Oh, down this remedy
The morning after
And rise with the birds
In the trees
And soon, much sooner than
You’d think
You’ll be soaring above
The breeze.


I felt inspired to write a poem about recovery today. Odd. I was just sitting and thinking how easy it was for me to get over Joe because of my great friends (actually, I was looking at the pictures from Soulful and I was thinking...wow, with friends I can get through anything). =D  I know it was a long time ago, but I thought I'd pass on my advice on how I coped in case anyone ever needs it (though I'm hoping none of you ever do).


Annnnnnd we graduate in eighteen hours and fifteen minutes. Insaneeeeeeee!!!

Good luck tomorrow, everyone!!!
Who Am I?

I felt inspired today... [11 Jun 2006|04:38pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Art is:

Anything that makes you feel
That provokes emotion
Whether it be happiness, sadness
Love, hate, fear, disgust
Or the deepest regret
You’ll ever know
Art makes it real

Art isn’t about the straightness of lines
The softness of shading
The alliteration or rhyme schemes
Present in Shakespeare or Frost
Or even the sculptures so life-like
They jump out at you as if they were moving

Art isn’t real
Nothing is
That’s the sad yet utter truth
The one that nobody wants to think about
To admit is true and real
Because it’s easier to believe that life without art
Is still life
But how can it be?
I’m not real
You’re not real
Unless we feel

Something
So maybe that’s the point
Of all of this
Of this life
Maybe the point is just to
Feel something
And art is what makes you feel
Art is what makes this real.



I've had a pretty good weekend. Friday was awesome and I saw/hung out with many of my favorite people. It was utterly exhausting, but I loved it and wish everyday could be that fun-filled and wonderful. Even a morning exam didn't dampen my spirits for the day, so it was very good. My day was basically...psych exam at 8:15, burger king with Brittany, Dillon, and Dan (the one who saw me in my michael jackson mask)....we hung out there for like two hours and then I called David. I went and picked him up and we went to subway on market street and then we walked around. I ended up making him go in soulful because he'd never been in there before and I told him we could play scrabble. When we got in there we saw Dan and Kelly Ormsby and two of their friends, so we all played scrabble together. At one point I looked down at my letters and realized I could make a word, so without thinking I said, "I can make LOVE!" I felt like a complete moron, especially when they made comments like, "Did you just figure that out??". hahaha, oh well =P  After that David and I headed over to colonial days, but it wasn't open yet (since it was only two or so), so we just walked around for a while and then called Nicole and Ryan. They came over and we all played in the rainy park for a while before deciding to go say hi to Jake at wegman's. After wegman's we went to aniello's. Then we went back to colonial days and I almost killed David(not on purpose) on the one ride that blares music in your ears as you go both forward and backward. David and I also went in the fun house, and the carnie told me I had to go up which meant I didn't end up going through my favorite part of the fun house (the circular thing that makes me feel like a hamster). Anyway, David and I then rode on the ferris wheel with Rachel and Jerry, which was fun. Then I went and hit three balloons with my three darts and won the ugliest monkey thing in the world, but I'm incredibly proud of it so I wore it around my neck. Then David and I stopped to chat with more people, I took him home, and then I came home and realized how incredibly tired I was. It was a very good day, though. Sam called me that night and asked me to go with her to colonial days, but I honestly felt that I would have fallen asleep behind the wheel if I went out again...besides, my legs were killing me and tylenol was my best friend =D

Then yesterday I didn't do a thing. It was very relaxing and nice to just sit and be lazy. Well, I did go down to my grandparent's for my uncle's birthday, but that was just ridiculous. Everytime my family gets together they end up screaming at each other and someone storms out of the house or restaurant or something. The funny thing is my one aunt is completely oblvious. My uncle is screaming, my dad had just stormed out of the house, and she takes a picture of my uncle looking completely livid. Who would want to remember that moment? It just made me laugh more than anything and it was another one of those moments where I wished my family had it's own reality television show because it's absolutely hilarious.

I ended up watching Real World/Road Rules Challenge last night for the first time in my life until 1:30 in the morning, so I planned on sleeping in. At nine my phone rang and I contemplated not answering it, but I did after three rings because I didn't want the machine to turn on and take it. So I answer and it's my mom and she tells me that the truck broke down and I had to go pick her and my dad up. I was able to eat a delicious denny's breakfast though, so I guess I can't complain.

And yes, I'm writing this entry instead of studying...which I've contemplated doing all day, yet haven't actually done yet. But that's just how I am.

I would update about how I feel about school being over, upcoming graduation, etc.... but it's pretty much the same way I've always felt...Completely mixed. I'm happy and sad and everything all scrambled into one.

I just made myself sound like an egg.

On that unique note, I think I'll end this entry =D

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[25 May 2006|02:24pm]
So apparently it might rain tomorrow, but I'm still planning on having my party. I've always loved rain anyway =P

3:00 by the big pavillion at Denison Park. You're all invited. =D

Who Am I?

=D [19 May 2006|09:46pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | The Eagles- Hotel California ]

So all of you have to make sure that you're free on Friday, May 26th in the afternoon hours, because I would looooove it if you all made it to my birthday get together. It's going to be an informal sort of gathering at a park (most likely Denison). I'll post more information once I finalize plans, but you should all come celebrate with me. There will be pizza and I can bring games like....badminton and darts(are darts even legal? I don't know...but I have some anyway...)

Hahaha =P

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=D [13 May 2006|12:20am]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Picture- Kid Rock w/Sheryl Crow ]

So I'm the happiest I've been in a couple months and it feels really good. I guess it's just because I got out of the house and hung out with my friends, who I adore more than words could say.

Yesterday after school Aarthi and I went to Market Street and went and danced in the fountain. It was amazing. The fountain wasn't on but we just ran around in circles and talked. And we were barefoot because the fountain is so squishy. It totally made my day =D Then we went and she got an AWESOME hat that looks incredible on her, and then we got ice creammmmm and saw tourists. I laughed because there were tourists in Corning, though I know it is a tourist attraction. It still made me laugh. Then we went to her house and just chilled for a while. It made me super happy =D

Then last night I went to bed early (9:30) and assumed I'd feel super good today...but I basically felt like crap all day. I couldn't even tell if it was my head or my stomach...which sounds ridiculous...but it was just lousy. I didn't eat much all day and took a nap after dinner. I would have napped before dinner but my dad called me downstairs so I go for a ride with him because he can't do anything by himself. I made a really lame joke...I'll explain....So my uncle sold this lady named Adora a car a long time ago, but she's really lonely and so she calls all the time and stuff. Thus, my uncle always works on the car if it needs anything. So her car was at our house and my mom's old car was at her house. So my dad and I were going over to get my mom's Aurora. (Notice the similarity: Adora and Aurora). So my dad was like, "yeah, Jimmy said Aurora wanted to make him dinner." And I was like...."AURORA!!!! hahahah" and he was like, "oh crap, you know what I mean." And then I was like, "yeah, she could GRILL it..." Because cars have GRILLS!!!! haha, then we were saying it would be roadkill and there would be flies in it. It was really funny. And I don't think I wrote it in a way that makes sense, but oh well.

Anyway, so I napped after dinner and when I woke up I still felt icky but decided I was going to go bowling no matter what. So I left to go pick up Rach at Eckerd's when she got out of work, but I got there a half hour early and so I just shopped around for a while. Then I went out in my car to wait for her and all of a sudden I hear this noise because Sam like....JUMPED on the side of my car and I almost died! So I took us over to the bowling alley and we had sooo much fun. It was...Aarthi, Hans, Kara, Emily, Melyssa, Rachel, Sam, Joe, Me....I think that's it =P Yeah, Joe was there. Or he came at least. It was weird. Sam and I were talking about how we thought he was going to come to school this week to visit and he didn't, so her and Rach told me to call him and tell him to come bowling. It was odd because it was only the second time I'd seen him since the breakup. When he answered his phone he sounded sooooo confused, it was amazing. But yeah, he came. And I beat him at bowling, which just reminded me of the time I wore the pretty dress and beat all the guys. But yeah.....it was pretty awkward. Like...I told Sam when I was driving her back to Eckerd's that I realized tonight how I am over him 180%. Then she said, "Not 200?" And I was like, "Well I thought that since I was 80 over full I didn't need to say 200 to get my point across, but yeah....I am." I'm just glad that we can still be friends, and hopefully the awkwardness will go away. I sometimes wonder if I missed out because I dated him for so long. Not that we dated for an unheard of length of time (15 months), but it was just a weird relationship. I mean, I had some really great guys like me yet I was too into Joe to even notice them. Oh well, it's all in the past.

Speaking of guys...I want a date to prom but then I know it would be too awkward to go with Joe, which is what some people suggested. I could go with David, but he might be apprehensive about slow dancing again. I can't imagine Nick going to any dance, let alone prom. Besides, that would be awkward too considering the history there. It's sad that the year is so close to being over because there is a part of me that doesn't want to spend this time alone, yet I know I can't get into anything right now because I'm going 7 hours away for college.

Anywho, I came up with an idea for a story which I think is awesome. I love to write (and yes, I am normally much more coherent in my writing than in this entry, so don't judge me by this. It's late =P ). My problem normally is that I don't have an strong enough idea that will last long enough to develop into anything substantial. But I have a reaaaally cool idea that I showed some people and I got good feedback on it, so I definitely think I want to attempt to write it.

I want to have a birthday party sometime on Memorial Day weekend at Denison Park. It will just be a gathering of a bunch of people and we'll have an awesome time. I'll talk to my parents about a time, and if you're going away on a certain day or something just tell me and I'll try to plan around it. Like, it's just really the only time I can have anything because my birthday is Senior Awards Night, that Friday is Senior Trip, and Saturday is Prom. So yeah, I've got to do it the weekend before. And I am so excited about buying lottery tickets =P

Oh yeah, I forgot. So my brother "broke" his finger yesterday. He was throwing a piece of wood on the bucket of the tractor and he got his middle finger of his right hand stuck under the piece of wood. It split it open pretty bad and apparently my father said it was "bleeding like a deer." How hickish. Anyway, he went to the doctor and had an x-ray done and the very tip is broke off and he's probably going to lose the nail. But now he basically just has an excuse to give me the finger and to boss me around. So it's really annoying.

I think that's basicallly all I have to say. I can't believe the year is ending. It's crazy.

Oh, and make sure all you seniors write your SENIOR WILLS and hand a PRINTED COPY to either Cambareri, Lottie, or Kallie, as well as saving a copy in the folder.

Much love to all.

4 You Decides Who Am I?

[26 Apr 2006|09:50pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Sarah McLachlan- Building a Mystery ]

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
7.1
Mind:
6.9
Body:
8.2
Spirit:
7.7
Friends/Family:
6
Love:
0
Finance:
4.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz




hahaha, my love line thingy is non-existent! =P

Who Am I?

hmmmmm.... [24 Apr 2006|07:56pm]
[ mood | Odd ]

So I was just reading through some of my old poems and I found one that I wrote at the end of eighth grade. 


Goodbye Northside
6/20/02


Guess I’m just bad at saying goodbye
It’s too bad I have to leave with a tear in my eye
I’ve had so many good times I don’t want to go
But the future is pulling me and I have to move on to tomorrow
 
I’ve got so many friends I’m leaving behind
I just wonder who I’ll never see again
But I must move on
And try to be strong
 
I’ll miss you Northside
I know I can confide in you my secrets
For you will hold them till the end of time
 
So goodbye teachers
Goodbye friends
This day can have no happy end
I must go and leave behind a path filled with my tears
 
Good times in this building I have had
Other times I have gotten sad
I made best friends and fought with enemies
All at Northside
 
I know that where I am going is gonna be great too
But I’ll miss everything about you
Northside
 
I guess I’m just bad at saying goodbye
It’s too bad I have to leave with a tear in my eye
I’ve had so many good times I don’t want to go
But the future is pulling me and I have to move on to tomorrow
 
Goodbye Northside.


If I changed "Northside" to "West" and the final "Northside" to high school it would be so perfect. 

Goodbye high school, only one semester to go...

5 You Decides Who Am I?

[23 Apr 2006|01:21pm]
[ mood | calm ]

6 You Decides Who Am I?

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